Cathy's songs

Multumesc mult de tot fetelor ca imi cititi versurile! Ma bucur ca va plac!
Am scris inca un cantec...

Leasure, treasure, inner pleasure

See the revival in the ashes you left at my door,
Cutting out sepia pictures, healing the old sores.
No more memories to burn, to bury,
No words of thanks, of love or sorry.

No one ever counted every step you took on every way,
No one ever wanted every word that you can’t say…

Break my heart into pieces of love,
Keep the yearnings disclosed…
Drink vitality out of me,
Please my every gentle dream,
Banish my luscious leasure,
Steal my priceless treasure,
Delight my inner pleasure…
Oooh,ooh…
It’s a leasure, treasure, inner pleasure,
It must be shown…
It’s a leasure, tresure, inner pleasure,
That you will never own!

See the ignorance in the words you scratched on my door,
Revive my flame, my old unhealed sores…
No more memories will be drawn, or drowned,
And we’re goin’ along with the flow…

No one ever counted every word you wrote on every letter ,
No one ever wanted the best for you, for you to feel better.

Break my heart into pieces of love,
Keep the yearnings disclosed…
Drink vitality out of me,
Please my every gentle dream,
Banish my luscious leasure,
Steal my priceless treasure,
Delight my inner pleasure…
Oooh,ooh…
It’s a leasure, treasure, inner pleasure,
It must be shown…
It’s a leasure, tresure, inner pleasure,
That you will never own!

E super si asta, bineinteles!
Abia astept sa-l ascult! Sa stii!
Ami tami! ) :*

Thanks, ami! ><
Doua melodii noi

Home’s the best

Hey there, Wayne, how are you?
Now that you’re back in the country of blue.
Horses, guns and pretty girls,
Pretty things are pretty cheap,
When you’re a respected sheriff…

Old enemies and fights and friends,
But wherever you go, remember the words
Of the girl who loved you the most:
East or West, home’s the best…

From the New World to the Europe,
Wayne, remember you’re loved.
From the blue sea to the desert,
Don’t hold back, don’t get hurt.
Far from East to West,
Wayne, your home’s the best.

Hey, there Wayne, where are you?
Now that you’re away from the country of blue.
Are you ‘n the deep green valleys?
Deep green words cut like swords,
Now I’m far away towards…You…

Nights we sleept in the prairie with our friends,
Campfires, fireflies, flies that annoyed us,
Watchin’ fallin’ stars, makin’ wishes, having trust,
Well, you knew it… East or West, home’s the best.

From the deep green valleys to the mountains,
From the ocean to the fountains.
From the village to the town,
Well, you have found
That East or West,
Wayne, your home sweet home’s the best.

Well, hey, there, Wayne, hey, there Wayne,
Even you’re in Oklahoma or Spain,
There’s not a shame, oh, not a shame,
That you so easily forgot the shade
Of my eyes, well your tries
Always failed before the end.

Hey, there, Wayne, how do you feel?
Back in the country of blue, back here…
Horses, guns and pretty girls,
Pretty things are pretty cheap,
When you know the sheriff.

But wherever you go, remember the words
Of the girl who loved you the most:
East or West, home’s the best…

Over mountains, over fountains,
To the East to the West,
Your home’s the best…


Daisylinne

Late nights, like three a.m., she’s standin’ there,
Smokin’ her daily pack…
She stands all alone, without a steady home,
Spilling her bitter tears on the road…

Daisylinne, oh Daisy, dry your hazel eyes
In your diffident smiles…
Play your own hazard game,
Won’t you cry?

Four days later, she wanders on the streets,
No good stories to write on the crumpled sheets.
Five months better, she walks sober on the avenue,
Dressed so different, no rock t-shirts, just brand new…
Daisylinne, who are you now? Do you turn yourself to an angel?
Somehow, the evil inside you left you, no need of clarification,
Somehow, I see love in those hazel eyes, no need of elucidation.

Early mornings, like eight a.m., she’s standin’ there,
Refusing a cigarette…
She stands all alone, with no place to go home,
With her beautiful smile she owns.

Daisylinne, oh Daisy, light up you hazel eyes
With some different smiles.
And quit your hazard game,
Daisy, don’t you cry.

Four days later, she wanders on the streets,
No good stories to read out of the crumpled sheets.
Five months better, she walks sober on the avenue,
Dressed so different, no old t-shirts, just brand new…
Daisylinne, who are yo? Do you turn yourself to an angel?
Somehow, the evil inside you died, no need of clarification,
Somehow, I see love in those hazel eyes, no need of elucidation.

She dyed red,
She wears green lenses,
Where’s that blonde hair she had?
And dressed in a dress,
Though she wouldn’t confess,
She’s doing it just to lose her tense…

Four days later, she wanders on the streets,
No good stories to write on the crumpled sheets.
Five months better, she walks sober on the avenue,
Dressed so different, no rock t-shirts, just brand new…
Daisylinne, who are you now? Do you turn yourself to an angel?
Somehow, the evil inside you left you, no need of clarification,
Somehow, I see love in those hazel eyes, no need of elucidation.

Citite inainte de a fi postate aici! :> Sunt smechera! =))
Beautiful songs, of course my horse!
Vreau sa le aud si melodiile! (Doar ma stii...)
Bafta!

Thanks si o sa auzi si melodiile, Andreea, of course. Asta cand mai vin pe la Tecuci... Apropo, pregateste-te pentru morala de diseara! :->
Ale, multumesc mult, mult de tot, ma bucur ca ti-a placut >Am scris un cantec nou!

Bitter October nights

Baby, will you back off in my life?
I’d appreciate, I’d be fine,
Or would you rather let me alone?
Well, I’d rather don’t know.

A long, long time ago, we were two foreign fellows,
But the wind will always blow in my secret meadow.
A long, long story I’d rather forget than remember it
In this perfect moment, I don’t wanna lose my wit…

Baby, will you look at me like you did before?
Will I see again adoration in those cinnamon eyes?
Will I reach back to your love?

Cant’t answer every unspoken question in my mind,
But, baby, baby, you should know you are my light.

Baby, will you back off in my life?
I’d appreciate it, and I’d be fine,
Or would you rather let me alone?
Well, I’d rather don’t know,
This part of the story gets longer than I thought…
Longer with every day and night, I can’t decide.

A long, long time before, I wept all my tears,
And we were certainly closer than this…
A long, long time, to discover the signs,
And I spent my October nights, just to cry…

Baby will you speak to me kindly like you used to?
Will you feel adoration for my hidden person?
I’ll figure it out soon.

Can’t understand every outspoken question in soul,
You never knew you really broke my core.

Baby, will you back off in my life?
I’d appreciate it, and I’d be fine,
Or would you rather let me alone?
Well, I’d rather don’t know,
This part of the story gets longer than I thought…
Longer with every day and night, I can’t decide.

So wet and cold, my old brown jacket on me,
Some friends around, they’re feeling happily…
But my mind is away, somewhere they can’t reach,
So I’ll turn around, I’ll switch.
It sounds familiarly to me, a deja-vu,
Bitter October nights, hope that they’ll end soon.

Baby, will you back off in my life?
I’d appreciate it, and I’d be fine,
Or would you rather let me alone?
Well, I’d rather don’t know,
This part of the story gets longer than I thought…
Longer with every day and night, I can’t decide.

New song :->

Conflagration in a heart configuration

You might be the answer,
A secret correlation,
It’s just a messed up situation.
We learn quickly to bother,
Learn how to suffer,
Bring back on your mouth a sweet laughter.

And you keep the gravity
Far away from my reality.
And you keep solemnity
Having no guarantee.
Cause you keep your dignity
Anything is happening,
Yeah, you keep the conflagration
In a heart configuration.

I might be the wherefore
For your heart is torn,
The reason you need to be adored.
We learn to underestimate
The power of the fate,
Our story ended swift, but late.

And you keep the gravity
Far away from my reality.
And you keep solemnity
Having no guarantee
Cause you keep your dignity
Anything is happenig,
Yeah, you keep the conflagration
In a heart configuration.

Ce titlu maret! )
E super noul cantec si nu-mi vine sa cred ca n-am lasat comm si la penultimul... Sorry...
La cat mai multe!

Thx, girls :*
Inca o melodie (putin mai sadica, ce-i drept )

Changed quickly by far

Beloved one, he drench into the blood of their hearts,
Of his sweet sacrifice, his own form of art.
Adored one, he wanders right into their inner fights,
The orbit of their own sources of light.

And they’re goin’, goin’, goin’ through the passage between
The alive ones and the ones that lost their wit.

They all worship to what’s wrong,
Veneration in their souls,
Pride, hate and cold glances
On their little scrawny faces.
They’re all tempted to live in sin,
Instead of bein’ a good kid.
Not tryin’ to be or pretend that you are
A someone else who changed quickly by far.

And they’re goin’, goin’, goin’ through our world,
Spreading malice and fears on their road.

Beautiful one, he claims to be adored and loved,
But they’re all confused, they wander back ‘n forth.
Unaided ones, and misunderstood poetry,
Can’t say what the tomorrow day will bring, it’s all a mistery.

And they’re goin’ goin’ goin’ down with every move,
They won’t be healed when they will need, they won’t soothed.

They all worship to what’s wrong,
Veneration in their souls,
Pride, hate and cold glances
On their little scrawny faces.
They’re all tempted to live in sin,
Instead of bein’ a good kid.

And don’t pretend you changed quickly by far,
You still have feelings in your heart,
You still have the strength to fight,
You still think clearly deep inside.
Not tryin’ to be or pretend that you are
A someone else who changed quickly by far.

They all worship to what’s wrong,
Veneration in their souls,
Pride, hate and cold glances
On their little scrawny faces.
They’re all tempted to live in sin,
Instead of bein’ a good kid.

Il stiu, il stiu! :>
Mi l-ai si cantat!
E adevarat ca e mai sadic, dar e super bine realizat! Bravo! :*
Spor in continuare!

Mersiiiiiiiiii ><
Inca o melodie :->

Don’t cry at my door

Too bad it was meant to last one night,
But good it didn’t end up in a fight.
Can’t tell you how I came home cryin’
After all the dalliance we were tryin’.

I stood alone in my room,
Dressed only with my underwear,
My heart was goin’ “boom, boom, boom”,
And I cried, I swear…
Yes, I cried, I swear…

I see that you’re done here, baby,
Go to another door,
Or walk out of my life,
I don’t need to feel your presence tonight.
I see you’ve done me wrong, baby,
Go to another door,
Or walk out in the night
I don’t need to feel your presence tonight.
If you stay, I’ll want you more
So,baby don’t cry at my door.

Too sad it wasn’t meant to work well,
But good I didn’t lock my self in a shell.
Can’t tell you how my inner spark failed,
But is still me the one I like to blame.

I stood alone in my flat,
Shedding teardrops, looking for my pajamas,
The clock was goin’ “tap, tap, tap”,
It’s the last time, the last…
Yes, the last time, the last…

When I see that you’re done here, baby,
Go to another door,
Or walk out of my life,
I don’t need to feel your presence tonight.
I see you’ve done me wrong, baby,
Go to another door,
Or walk out in the night
I don’t need to feel your presence tonight.
If you stay, I’ll want you more
So,baby don’t cry at my door.

E super si asta!!!
Bravo, amii!!

Citat :

So,baby don’t cry at me door.

Aici era my door, nu?

Spor! :*

Active Fusion a scris:

E super si asta!!!
Bravo, amii!!

Citat :

So,baby don’t cry at me door.

Aici era my door, nu?

Spor! :*

Mersi >< Si da, trebuia "my door". Modific acum !

One more song...

My break

Chopped pain won’t lead us to a big gain,
Charmed fate won’t bring us such a good way
You barely complain your biggest mistake,
All the things that you said…

Cause we may seem not really realistic,
We may seem a little bit artistic.

Can’t you save it all for the recall, honey?
Can’t you blame it all on me?
Love me in the fall for the day to be shiny ,
Can’t you come back just to me…?
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.

Good times, still I don’t trust in my tries,
Rear lights come to me in straight lines
You say that you’re fine, in a happy disguise,
Looking for a rare sight.

Cause we may seem not really realistic,
We may seem a little bit artistic.

Can’t you save it all for the recall, honey?
Can’t you blame it all on me?
Love me in the fall for the day to be shiny ,
Can’t you come back just to me…?
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.

Well, we don’t know each other at all,
You have your own break, I have my own,
But what you don’t know is that when the fate
Occurs into your life, give it all a break…

Cause we may seem not really realistic,
But we’ll be always damn artistic!

Can’t you save it all for the recall, honey?
Can’t you blame it all on me?
Love me in the fall for the day to be shiny ,
Can’t you come back just to me…?
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.
So come along baby in the night,
I’ll be yours, you’ll be mine tonight.

Am scris o balada :->

Cross ‘em alone

You’re every word I say, every yearning in my soul,
Your presence in my every day, the warmth and the cold…
You’re the air that I’m breathing in,
The love that I’m pulling in,
You are every word I speak,
Yeah, you give me nothing and everything…
I’m leaving this chapter, yeah,
Aftertime, I’ll know you so well, baby.
And I grow and I know and I bring you some memories,
After all these years…
I’m leaving the past, yeah
Afterwards I’ll be back again,
And the fall and the foes and everything I had,
There’s nothin’ left…
And I’ll be crossing the cities,
Ain’t no wonder
Why I’ll cross ‘em alone…
Cause when I needed a friend,
You were there as a foe,
Now you smile,you pretend,
You’ll never listen to this song again,
Yeah, you’ll smile, when I’ll be gone
Crossing big cities all alone…
And I’ll smile, even I’ll deserve more,
But I’ll tell ‘em I never heard your name before.

Wow!! Ce tare e balada!
Andreei ii place si vrea s-o si auda, ca sa-i placa si mai mult!
Tonica, nu alta!
I miss you, ami-tami!

Melodii noi... Multe melodii noi :->!
Intai, o melodie pe care am scris-o pentru Craciun.

What it will be like without snow

Little white mornings, always there for you when you need,
Little black worries, always try to change how you feel,
But tonight we’ll be ok, soon we’ll be together, beside the fire,
Outside can snow, if inside our souls the sun shines.
The world stops in this prescious moment for us,
Inside the house is silent, outside can be such a fuss,
And over the frozen hills I go, I will do anything,
I’d mourn, I’d wait, I’d regret and I’d sing
That in the end to stick together and smile,
Looking out the hoary landscape, feeling fine…
But sometimes I wonder how can we know
What it will look like without snow.
This is the day we’ve been waiting for
All year we sleept, now we’re awake and we know
This is the moment we’ve been waiting for,
We dreamt about this day before.
Some say we messed it up this time,
We shouldn’t care about the world outside.
But standin’ under the mistletoe
Giggle silent and tip-toe,
Tryin’ to stay awake to see a man in a red suit,
Santa, oh, come at my house cause I’ve been good.
It’s something special ‘bout the way we’re all here
We’ve been like this a long time ago, now we won’t shed a tear.
And by the midnight, we’ll lost ourselves in the Christmas night,
Staying outside any fight, tryin’ to keep some inner lights.
And wherever you’re looking, there is snow over the nature,
Is a deal I made with the winter,
I promised I’ll accept the cold,
If only inside my heart will be warm.
I promised I’ll accept the weather,
If the winter will send to Santa my letter
I promised I’ll accept the snow,
And finally I will let this season go.
Wonder if it will come back next year as beauty and fresh as it came tonight
Or it will wander on some frozen lands, tryin’ to catch a beautiful light.
Now I gotta let this season go, but I’m not ready to know
What it will be like without snow.

Inca o melodie... Pe care am scris-o in urma cu vreo luna pentru profesoara de romana. Si i-a placut :->!

Yeah, mercy

There you stand with a little trace of anger in your eyes,
Countin’ down ‘til there is nothing left to do in this life.
So make a fuss for nothing, start to tremble inside…
At least you have what you wanted,
And wounded your trust is, and your freedom’s bounded.

So the apoligize comes next in this situation,
Mercy, yeah mercy, comes after this confession…
So the remembrance of the last two years,
And mercy, yeah mercy, comes after all these tears.

There you stand with a roguish smile I used to see on your face,
Goin’ down ‘til there ain’t enough space to fall into…
It might stay undisclosed, a mistake I’d rather undo.
At least you have it all now,
When my life is goin’ perniciously down and downer.

So the apoligize comes next in this situation,
Mercy, yeah mercy, comes after this confession…
So the remembrance of the last two years,
And mercy, yeah mercy, comes after all these tears.

But nothing is harder than this situation,
I’m proud cause I learned a life lesson.
So good I understood what is wrong,
And inside I’m feelin’ so strong…
Ain’t no friends good enough,
And the decisions are tough,
But nothin’ is wronger, or harder,
But I know it’ll end up with a laughter.

So the apoligize comes next in this situation,
Mercy, yeah mercy, comes after this confession…
So the remembrance of the last two years,
And mercy, yeah mercy, comes after all these tears.

There you stand with a little trace of anger in your eyes,
Countin’ down ‘til there is nothing left to do in this life.

Melodia "Ororilor" )! Andreea stie!

We’ll still be friends

Sometimes I wonder what I’ve done to have such good friends,
I tend to disagree if anyone else says:
“Girl, you should let them go away,
Be yourself without ‘em, follow your way.”

But I try hardly not to listen, although their voices are loud,
We keep dreamin’, we keep laughin’, in a world with no sounds.

There will always be foes and persons that will try to bring us down,
They will try to get us apart,they say we’re too young to say our opinion out loud,
But as long as we are friends we’re feelin’ damn strong, with no fears,
Yeah, as long as we laugh, we don’t feel the need to shed tears.
And even I’ll be in London, and you’ll be in L.A.,
I know people will talk, people will say:
“They’re just kids, too stupid to understand this life.”
We’ll ignore them, even far away we’ll smile,
It doesn’t matter where this life will take us in the end,
It doesn’t matter where we are, we’ll still be friends.

Sometimes I wonder if I really deserve a dose of happiness,
And when I’m feelin greater, a person says:
“Girl, you should forget ‘bout your dreams,
This is not how a girl like you should feel!”

But I try not to complain, cause those words cut me like a knife,
We keep hopin’, we keep smilin’, blocked somewhere in time.

There will always be foes and persons that will try to bring us down,
They will try to get us apart,they say we’re too young to say our opinion out loud,
But as long as we are friends we’re feelin’ damn strong, with no fears,
Yeah, as long as we laugh, we don’t feel the need to shed tears.
And even you’ll be in London, and I’ll be in L.A.,
I know people will spread gossips , people will say:
“They’re too young, too stupid to understand this life.”
We’ll ignore them, even inside we’ll cry,
It doesn’t matter where this life will take us in the end,
It doesn’t matter where we are, we’ll still be friends.

So I’m sorry if in past I’ve lied or I’ve hurt you,
And I worry if something happens to you,
Yes, I want to…
Yes, I need to…
To say that I believe in miracles,
Friendship is magical…
So we’ll still be friends.

Si inca o melodie proaspat scoasa din cuptor :

Singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards

It almost felt like a dream,
An ocean of madness, but I managed to swim,
Now I’m breathin’ in the air,
And at the small blood drops I stare.
Is a low heart-break,
I know this is the glory of the fate.

And me? I’m your worst nightmare,
This romance was lived and hidden too long
From the eyes of the world.

Let me be your emerald leaf,
Let me be your ruby rose…
You sink into your own heartbeat,
The world is now at your toes.
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dream I burned last night.
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dreams I’ll dream tonight.

It almost felt like an earthquake,
A wall of terror, but I managed to brake,
Now I’m breathin’ out the air,
Feeling a little too guilty and aware.
Is an easy heart-break,
But will I survive this painful wait?

And me? I’m your worst nightmare,
This romance was lived and hidden too long
From the eyes of the world.

I am now just a memory,
I’m floating through the whispers
I’m bleaching as your jewelry,
I’m gonna be your quartz crystal
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dream I burned last night.
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dream I burned last night.

So if you come around again,
Pay attention this time,
Cause the story won’t be the same,
It won’t be only cinnamon and wine.
So if you come around again,
Hug me carefully,
I might be breakable this time,
Touch me gently, so it might worth it.
Let me be your emerald leaf,
Let me be your ruby rose…
You sink into your own heartbeat,
The world is now at your toes.
I am now just a memory,
I’m floating through the whispers
I’m bleaching as your jewelry,
I’m gonna be your quartz crystal.
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dream I burned last night.
I’m singin’ the words, sinkin’ towards
The dream I burned last night.

Wonder why I can’t be me

Do you trust me? Life is not so bad…
Do you want me? Even I am mad…
And do you hear me?
I’m always like a danzel in distress,
Sometimes so clean&fine, or else I’m such a mess.
Do you need me? Like we need the air…
Do you see me? There are moments when you stare.
And do you love me?
I might be stupid and insecure,
For the way I act they’d say I’m way too mature…

I see the world so clear,
Even my eyes are in tears,
And don’t know what to do, what to say,
What to do, what to feel, what I need.

I might be better, I might be thin,
For the way I’m feminine.
I might be sweet
And sometimes incomplete.
I might be really strange if I want to.
Well, baby, baby, I might be everything that you like
And everything that you need.,
But I wonder why I can’t be me.

Do you trust me? Even you can cry…
Do you want me? But well, I am so shy…
And do you hear me?
I’m always there alone in a corner,
Sometimes so open-hearted, understanding each-other.
Do you need me? Like I need you so…
Do you see me? Or you would like some more…
And do you love me?
I might be young and unfaithful,
For the way I want you I’d say I’m pretty sure.

I see the world so big,
Not such a great wit,,
And don’t know what to do, how to act,
What to do, where to go, I’m so mad.

I might be better, I might be thin,
For the way I’m feminine.
I might be sweet
And sometimes incomplete.
I might be really strange if I want to.
Well, baby, baby, I might be everything that you like
And everything that you need.,
But I wonder why I can’t be me.

E faina noua melodie!!!
Vreau s-o aud!
O s-o aud... asa-i? Da, asa e... (vorbesc singura )
La cat mai multe, ami!

Ei bine, n-am mai postat de foarte mult timp, asa ca m-am gandit sa pun o balada pe care am scris-o de curand in urma unor intamplari nefericite cu niste vechi prieteni ...

Some manipulative devil

I sware I’m not sorry for anything,
Cause it felt so strong like it’s ending here.
And I’m not going stop the things on their way
I’m giving hope away…
Cause you are and you’ll always be a sad story,
Meant to end like that.
Yeah, you are what you’ve been,
I’ve tried to ignore,
But I’ve never been so secure,
Never been so sure…
I sware this is not the last song I write for you,
But it felt so deep like there’s nothin’ I could ever do.
The only force that gives me the strength to survive
Is God that leads me through this light.
Cause she is and she’ll always be some manipulative devil,
Forever damned, but I’ve got beside my angel.
Yeah she is what I know,
I’ve tried to go by this nightmare,
But I’ve never been so secure,
Never been so sure.
She’s some wrong replacement,
And you are unrepentant,
Oh, how could it be a piece of normality?
It’s gone for you, but there’s sanity in me.
Yeah, you are, yeah, she is…
Nothing good could lead us to this.
The memories are visible even through the darkest tears,
Even through the last four years.
Hello? Where is this going?
O-oh, who are you now?
When I woke up this morning,
I thought I was close to figure it out…
Cause she is and she’ll always be some manipulative devil,
Your world is confuse, you’re hidden in her angle.

-->EDIT!!!
Si bonus, un cantec scris in ultima jumatate de ora :d

Out of my ordinary grip

Sometimes she holds you in a big disgrace,
Somehow she laughs in front of you about your face…
Many times she’s wrong,
I mean, look at you, you’re beautiful,
Sometimes you wish you said all of those words
That never let you sleep at nights.

I’m out of my ordinary grip,
I’ll tell you my story, so take a random sit,
And I may tell you everything…
I’m out of my concentration,
Oh, a part of it is just a lesson,
Was it all a conspiration?
We have to admit it,
But for first, take your random sit…

Sometimes she tells you jokes and some lies,
Somehow she’s impulsive, she never thinks things over twice…
Many times she’s wrong,
She doesn’t care, she didn’t even wrote you a song,
Sometimes you wish you caught her in a better mood,
So you can tell her the truth.

I’m out of my ordinary grip,
I’ll tell you my story, so take a random sit,
And I may tell you everything…
I’m out of my concentration,
Oh, a part of it is just a lesson,
Was it all a conspiration?
We have to admit it,
But for first, take your random sit…

There she goes again,
High and mighty, she hadn’t changed,
Laughing loudly, she hadn’t cared.

She’s rollin’ her eyes,
So full of herself, I shut up for a while,
Showing I don’t care.

Someday she’ll figure out the mistake she took on her own,
Someday she’ll realize I’m too far gone,
I won’t answer the phone if she regrets and she calls,
So… Which side you’ll eventually be on?

You’re out of everything you knew,
You took a sit, beg me “be patient, don’t sue”,
I looked up, then I listened to you,
You’re out of her everything,
You even admit it…
O-oh, you even admit
You were wrong,
So we smile and we left our sits.

New song

Aceline

Aceline, you’re a dream,
You’re his will…
Aceline, you are hangin’ by a thread,
You just can’t undersand,
You are caught up in here, with no chance to escape,
Well, you leave out all your dreams
And abandon all your fears,
I need you to forget how it feels.

Aceline. I’ve seen you like this before,
Go out, there’s no other way to get out on his door…

Waving hands in last “good-bye”, how could he deny you?
Lifting hands upon the sky, asking for a sign.
Aceline, you fooled yourself once again,
Aceline, you can’t blame it on no one else.

Aceline, you’re a written novel,
But your life ain’t over…
Aceline, you’re a long pathless way,
You never really stay,
You are chained in his love, with no chance to go on,
But now you step out in the night,
Make believe you can fly,
I need you to believe this only lie.

Aceline, you can’t stand this solely place,
Go out on his back door, so that you’ll never see his face…

Waving hands in last “good-bye”, how could he deny you?
Lifting hands upon the sky, asking for a sign.
Aceline, you fooled yourself once again,
Aceline, you can’t blame it on no one else.

I can see the bruises he left on your past
And I’m sorry.
But you have to know I lived like you did a long time ago;
His selphish love is feeding his growing ego,
But I understand is hard to let go.

Aceline, you can’t be here anymore,
This place is drowning in bitter sorrow.

Waving hands in a real “good-bye”, how could he hurt you?
Lifting hands upon the sky, asking for a light.
Aceline, your heart is breaking night and day,
Aceline, never come back here,
Tonight’s your chance, so run away.

You never listen

It’s quite hard to look at me
And see the misery I’ve turned into.
You never listened when I said there’s a chance for us.
I was walkin’ down the street, you were in the bus,
Not even a hand waved, that means we are apart,doesn’t it?

I can cry my heart out,
You never listen.
I can be a part of the crowd,
You never listen.
I can do it all with all of my power,
I can swallow your whole world,
You never listen…

It’s quite hard to look back then
When we enjoyed each other presence.
You never listened when I said there’s a hope for us.
I saw you on the sidewalk, so I took the bus.
Not even a smile forced, that means we’re naturally foes, doesn’t it?

I can cry my heart out,
You never listen.
I can be a part of the crowd,
You never listen.
I can do it all with all of my power,
I can swallow your whole world,
You never listen…

We’re face to face
And I look down at my feet,
Trying hard not to weep.
How could we turn into this?

Some weeks ago
We could make it through,
There’s nothing left to do,
Not when there’s so much hate in you.

In between two towns,
Whatever I say to shorten the distance
Equals with nothing.
I can say the truth, I can say the lies,
It would be in vain
While you never listen.

I can cry my heart out,
You never listen.
I can be a part of the crowd,
You never listen.
I can do it all with all of my power,
I can swallow your whole world,
You never listen…

No, no, I can swallow your pride, your vanity, your world,
I can do it any time,
But you never listen.
I may apoligize,
But you never listened when I said there’s a chance for us,
So why would you do it now?

I can tore my heart in two,
You never listen.

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Something new...

If I wore my pain

It’s quite hard when you’re taking looks back to the past
And then you don’t recognize yourself.
You try to hide, but everything you do is in vain,
It would’ve been funny if it didn’t hurt this way.

Now ask yourself ‘who you are?’ and ‘what have you become?’
It would’ve been easier, I swear it would’ve been easier if I moved on.

When you’re doing your best
Well, someone will always say
That you had better days.

I’m wondering if it would’ve been more obvious if I wore my pain.
So everyone could look at me and say:
‘That little kid won’t have a chance…’
I’m wondering if it would’ve turned out better if I wore my pain,
So everyone could nod their heads and say:
‘Oh, what a shame, what a shame’…
If I wore my pain…

It’s just too weird when you’re thinking ‘bout the times
You thought you were never alone.
You try to bury the old you and show the world what you worth
It’s the perfect time to be the new you.

Now ask yourself ‘who you are?’ and ‘what have you become?’
It would’ve been easier, I swear it would’ve been easier if I moved on.

When you bring to the surface
Your prettiest face
Someone will tell you that you had better days.

I’m wondering if it would’ve been more obvious if I wore my pain.
So everyone could look at me and say:
‘That little kid won’t have a chance…’
I’m wondering if it would’ve turned out better if I wore my pain,
So everyone could nod their heads and say:
‘Oh, what a shame, what a shame’…
If I wore my pain…

I think it would’ve been better to figure out that in time;
The fact that no one deserves to be trusted,
No one deserves to lose your nights to cry.
You should go on and try to say:
‘Hello, this is me! And this is my old friend, Pain!’

It would’ve been easier,
I swear, I swear…

Paradox of lies

If this is the way it’s supposed to feel,
Then hurt me again, against my will.
What about the promises? What about the lost time?
Why should keep on pretending it’s fine?

Go around and tell ‘em the truth;
The reasons that you had,
The plans that you made
And the words you never had strength to say.
Just do it, you’ll do it anyway.
The lies that you invent,
Hoping they’ll hurt so bad,
They amuse me instead.
It’s the way I feel inside,
It’s the paradox of lies.

I don’t believe in the words I say,
The only bother is the other day.
What about the sleepless nights? What about the words said?
Why shouldn’t I hide the fact that it drives me mad?

Go around and tell ‘em the truth;
The reasons that you had,
The plans that you made
And the words you never had strength to say.
Just do it, you’ll do it anyway.
The lies that you invent,
Hoping they’ll hurt so bad,
They amuse me instead.
It’s the way I feel inside,
It’s the paradox of lies.

If I was smart, I would’ve disclosed you,
So everyone could see,
How miserable you can be.

I’m goin’ around to tell ‘em the truth;
The reasons that you had,
The plans that you made
And the words you wish you said.
I’ll do it, no matter what.
Telling that the lies that you invent,
They never hurt me so bad,
In fact, they amuse me.
I won’t give it one more try,
Cause it’s the paradox of lies.